This will be the last blog I write. It’s been a fun ride these past four years or so and I really enjoyed sharing my feelings with all of you.
I wrote my posts as a kind of therapy to help sort out the madness that went on in my head. As time went by, I started to write more about social issues and including how they effected my job as a teacher and as a human.
I’ve written about my dad, my wife, my kids, biking, teaching, cancer, anniversaries and growing up.
Jack Kornfield, the Buddhist teacher, once told the story of a 56 year old friend that had cancer of the brain. The surgeons gave him a choice. He could not have surgery and have six months to live or he could have the surgery but the chances were VERY high that cutting the tumor out would take away his ability to speak. The man stated, “I’ve said all I’ve needed to say so I’ll have the surgery.” I’m also 56 and I’ve said all I’ve needed to say.
I didn’t really think anyone would read it. Mostly friends and family have read the blog and made such kind comments and for that I am truly grateful.
Despite a degree in English, I often asked Lynn to edit the posts and I would like to publicly thank her for that.
After I retired in June, I found it harder to come up with topics to blog about and I guess that’s to be expected. I’ve sat on the idea of stopping the blog for the last few weeks thinking I would change my mind, but in the end I always knew it was time.
I didn’t write to change the world or showcase my pitiful writing skills. I wrote just to express what I thought was in everyone’s head. The old saying, “If you could name; you can claim it” applied to this blog. I was trying to claim it.
Now that the New Year is upon us, I wish you all a Happy New Year and much happiness. I will continue to enjoy my semi-retirement. I am slowing getting back on the bike and losing the pounds, reading more books, doing more genealogy research, sleeping later, geocaching more and enjoying my part time job and new friends. I have a wife who loves me, kids who are amazing adults, a brother who is inspirational, a dog that drives me crazy and many friends. When I sat down to think about retiring and looked at my budget, I did not list these aforementioned things as assets. Turns out I am very wealthy.